Today i had had sooo much of my instructor i had to let it out. And my parents are proud.
I was cantering and these 2 people had stopped in front of me and I fully galloped between them and the instructor was like "SOPHIE! DONT EVER DO THAT!!" And on purpose i yelled "what didya say?" and then I took off.
And when she caught up to me she was like “that is irresponsible riding!" and i was like "well, i am irresponsible" and she’s like "don’t ever do it again or you’ll be walking home" and I’m like "fine by me" and she’s like "what was that?" and I’m like "nothing jenny dearest!"
Then in the mounting yard where we dismounted, she said every second rider back up and dismount. I was the second rider so I stood there like I couldn’t be bothered and she’s like "ASK HIM TO BACK UP SOPHIE!" and I pretended to try and then I’m like "not going to happen" and she marched up to me and she’s like "pull him back. Think BACK THINK BACK!" and so I stood there, pulling on the reins half heartedly, looking up at the sky, and I thought about yesterday, and the day before, and what I did last week and she’s like “…what are you DOING?!” and I’m like “I’m thinking back, like you asked me. Duh. You know I just remembered I had corn flakes for breakfast last Friday” and she’s like “GET THE FUCK OFF!” and I’m like “yes ma’am” and she’s like “IM SICK OF YOUR ATTITUDE! I like your company but I have just about had it with your attitude” and I was like “you actually LIKE my company!? Thank you!” and she’s like “if you don’t want to learn anything, I suggest you don’t come back here” and I was about to say “I don’t learn anything here anyway” but I thought about it and though I shouldn’t say it because I didn’t want to get eaten alive. And the whole time, one of my friends was like “stop Sophie! You’ve really done it now” and my other one was in the corner quivering in fear because she’s never seen jenny that mad before.
And then my friend asked me “did she kick you outta the club yet” and I’m like “not yet, I still have to do a bit more irresponsible stuff” and she’s like “No don’t! You’ve stirred her up enough!”


I had one. Yesterday. And today. Scariest expierience of my life.
Well, I finished my music lesson ( I play trombone) and so I walked past the mini church building called the gavegan which is used for band practice, dance lessons and drama classes (I <3 drama) and it was empty. And a lesson was supposed to be on in there. I new it. I then walked past the home economics/food technology/catering building (that was the subject that was just on—I had Physical education on now) and that building was empty and for some reason I was like ‘no, why is no one in there’ when I knew that class had finished for there. So then I thought ‘my HPE (phys ed) class should be in the MPC (multi purpose centre—Basketball court, stage, music rooms—outdoor building thing) because we are doin aerobics for HPE. I walked into it and it was empty. NO ONE was around. It felt like everyone in the whole universe had just disappeared. Had gone off the planet. I felt extremely lonely. But I knew they were out on the school oval. I knew they would be there. But I felt so scared, like there was a small chance they weren’t. And then it started actually happening. My heart was beating really fast, I couldn’t breathe properly, and I was sweaty. My stomach felt twisted and I felt dizzy. I looked around and I saw other people while it happened, but it felt like they were total strangers, even though some of them were the siblings of my friends that I saw, and they are only one year older than me, but they felt like scary people. They didn’t comfort me. But then I heard the south African voice of my year 3 and 6 teacher( I had her both years) and I felt okay. That I was alive. That everyone was still here. For a while anyway. I went up and said hi. And then when I got to my bag I put my instrument down and them I looked over at the oval, and I saw, at the very edge, like, 400 metres away, my class playing soccer. As I walked over, I saw my teachers from last year and I felt absolutely fine then.
By the time I got to my class, id forgotten about the whole experience.
I told mum later that day and she said it was a panic attack.
I had another one today, just after the year 12s graduated (>sob< they left…im depressed about that) I had a speech to do in English and I haven’t finished so as I walked over to get my stuff I fully freaked out but this time I only felt dizzy and my heart was beating rapidly. But I found my other friend and we just talked about crazy things and the feeling went away.
Later in class, my chest still felt really tight. And I felt exhausted from the attack…and the heat. It was 32degrees Celsius. We hate it.
I think I am going to start experiencing Autophobia/monophobia. Its not that awesome.

On a not so lighter note, Charlie bit goldie (ma goat) and pulled a chunk of skin off and it was bleeding.
Silly goatie.




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I dont have as much time anymore to get around to thanking you all.
So im not selfish or ignoring you. It just takes up too much of my time to thank everyone.



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1. strut
2. let me live :
3. soar
4. back down
5. raised spirit
6. gifted
7. colored crazy
8. flowing
9. Stomp!
10.no heart
11. believe in me
12. time to run
13. I'm a show horse
14. herd leader
15. fighter
16. proud to be called sire
17. wait until next time
18. in the rain
19. no where to go
20. banished
21. give me a reason
22. only i know
23. pulling my own weight
24. bad habits
25. spirited
26. no chains can hold
27. my dream
28. at the drinking hole
29. food for all
30. get away
31. riderless
32. horse of a different color
33. neigh out loud
34. if you saw me now
35. crisis
36. down and dirty
37. ears pinned back
38. over the river
39. chaos
40. head over heels
41. captured
42. the colt/filly
43. abstract horse
44. i have feelings
45. secret
46. kick up your heels
47. the bow
48. under the trees
49. just us in the night
50. The Rage
51. thunger and lightning
52. sold
53. at auction
54. the stallion
55. The mare
56. the achievement
57. soul taker
58. change my look
59. the barn
60. trail ride
61. at the beach
62. summer time
63. my first hero
64. my first kiss
65. not a pony
66. my little pony
67. big step
68. touch the sky
69. I dare to be different
70. the newborn
71. NEW OC!!!!! make a new oc!!!
72. Keep up with me
73. the attack
74. sleep time
75. overwhelmed
76. tripped over that
77. A New Love
78. lazy day
79. the lesson
80. the game
81. what's beyond the hill
82. butterfly chase
83. the definition of power
84. life in Black and white
85. I said i'd love you
86. heartbroken
87. the new leader
88. just turn away
89. death
90. the new light
91. FREE DRAW draw anything you want!! take a rest if you need too : )
92. give me a chance
93. DRAW some one elses OC!! give CREDIT!!!
94. astonishment
95. who are you?
96. the dark rider
97. rodeo
98. Draft horse
99. horse cross. mix a horse with any other animal!!
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